Responsibility

I can hardly take the pressure. Life is about to start after graduation. Responsibility awaits me. I will have to choose between returning to school for my bachelor's degree or getting a job. My family is just as demanding as my personal future! What to do? I realize that I have written about this before maybe even more than once, but I'm really torn. I wish that it would be clear as day, maybe in a dream or a straight answer! What to do, what to do?

What if...

everything in life were easy? How about everything went your way? Or even if the world revolved around...ME! Unfortunately, it doesn't, nor is life easy, nor does everything go my way!! So what to do? LIVE ON, GO ON, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! So the things that I mentioned above are full of opportunities, to grow and learn and be challenged in many ways. This is the perspective of an optimist, which I am. I see the world as learning ground, a land that I must conquer. I know that the day will never come where I fully do this, so all the more interesting!

Friends

I have a friend with multiple sclerosis. She has been in and out of the hospital 4 times withing the last two months. Each time the doctor delivers the news that she is in her last days. She refuses to believe this!! She has a will to live. She has an 18yr old son and a 15yr old daughter. They have said their good-byes but she states firmly each time, "I'm not going anywhere". She won't allow tears in her presence. I suppose that this is to protect others from hurting, but through this I have learned the value of a friend. Friends are those that you can count on whether they are in your presence or not. A friend is one that you can tell anything and they will think no less of you, one that will accept not only your strengths but also your weaknesses too. A friend is someone who looks deep in your eyes when your hurting and makes it feel better without even a word. They can offer you encouragement even without words. I treasure friends and I hope they treasure me.

High Expectations

I hear that the fashion shows classes are constantly using our show from last term as a yardstick. That's wonderful, we left our mark. I suppose complete gratification would be that they supercede us, in every way.

Burning Bridges

I think that you should really think before lighting the match. You never know just when you will have to cross over the bridge again in life. Burning bridges or relationships can result in a lonely and bitter life.

O.K.

Here's a couple more funnys...

Q: What's red and furry and tackles people?
A: Tackle Me Elmo

Superman once wrote on the wall, "Batman is a wimp!"
The next day Batman wrote, "Superman is Clark Kent!"

Q: What did the 0 say to the 8?
A: Nice belt.

Two guys walk into a bar and sit down to eat their lunches. Then the bartender says, "Sorry but you can't eat your own lunches in here." They looked at each other and swapped lunches.

FUNNY!!

Q: What did the pig say at the beach on a hot summer day?
A: I'm bakin'.

Q: What's the difference between out-laws and in-laws?
A: Out-laws are wanted.

Q: What animal should you never play cards with?
A: A Cheetah!

LUXURY

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The price of power is responsibility for the public good!!

Perspective

All too often the difference between success and failure, progress and regress, happiness and depression-and,yes,balance and imbalance-is simply a matter of perspective.

Wisdom

Wisdom comes with talking less frivoulously and listening more seriously. The latter implies a learning attitude; the former assumes an air of omniscience that does not exist.

NEWS FLASH!!

I suppose that Star Jones thinks that she has shocked the world with her news. SURPRISE!! We kinda had it in the bag. Maybe we look dumber than we really are. Anyhow, saying it out loud probably was a relief to her and a good strategy on not gaining the weight back. I think she looks fabulous, YOU GO STAR!!

Horrible!!

What is so terrible about having to come up with designs for a product development class. Oh, I know the answer to that, I'm not a designer! That was probably THE MOST tedious homework that I ever had to forcefully do. HATED IT!!

To Work or Not To Work

Although I am in school and right thing to do afterwards is venture out into your field of study and GET A JOB! I am struggling, I have a family and a business along with my husband, to top it off he is an investor with so much on his plate that I'm overwhelmed! If I do get a job I'll have to of course drop some of responsibilities, which will leave a lack, maybe even a whole in the system we have going. If I don't, I wonder if I will be content, or happy for that matter. I suppose that within the next 7 weeks I have no other choice but to find the answer. What to do, what to do!!??

Blog Adventures

After reading others blogs, I suppose mine are serious and rather deep. I can't just write about "nothing", everything I do has to have a reason or a purpose or it's a waste of time. What an obsession, what a burden sometimes! Oh well, it's who I am and at this point I suppose I can tweak the system, but changing it entirely is not an option, I like it!